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[proofofconcept]

[...............]

"Finally admit it?"

[cacophonish]

yeah
cuz i was always telling everyone i'm a switch

[ He... he was really convincing, right? ]

[proofofconcept]

You were?

[It's possible Jeff has said this to Quentin and Quentin simply edited it out as obvious nonsense.]

[cacophonish]

yeah
and i mean like when we fucked i topped...

[ Did Quentin know even then that Jeff was a bottom in denial? DID HE KNOW BEFORE JEFF? ]

i did good right?

[proofofconcept]

You did! It was fun

[Hmm how to gently point this out.]

I do think maybe it helped that I was high. I had some aphro drug to help me deal with being looked at. And it was a really structured situation, no one particularly had to direct things even if it was their dick going in

I mean no one doing the actual fucking

[cacophonish]

[ Hang on, it's going to take him a moment to get what Quentin's very gently getting at-- ]

wait
dude....

does that mean i bottomed even when i thought i was topping??? that's a lot to wrap my head around

[proofofconcept]

I mean, subbed instead of bottomed, but yeah

[cacophonish]

oh yeah that's right
subbed

level with me dude
was i totally obviously a sub and a bottom this whole time???

[proofofconcept]

I don't consider myself necessarily good at reading that kind of thing

But I'm definitely a sub and a bottom and I never really seriously considered you as a potential partner, if that tells you anything

(You're awesome and hot, I just didn't think it was gonna be there sexually)

[cacophonish]

fuuuuuck
i never thought about that before
cuz you're awesome and hot too and normally i'd be all over that but it's like when you try to stick two magnets together on the wrong sides

[proofofconcept]

Exactly

And I consider EVERYONE I think could be compatible with me

Like everyone

Like it's embarrassing actually

[cacophonish]

hey at least its not as embarrassing as telling everyone you're a total switch when they can all see right thru you

[ Does Jeff have some insecurity going on? YOU BET. And it's for the dumbest reason ever. ]

[proofofconcept]

What I tend to tell people is that I switch sometimes but I mostly bottom so you could try that?

[cacophonish]

yeah but then i'm kind of admitting they're right
i mean...

ok look the only reason i started telling everyone i'm totally into switching all the time is because people kept assuming things about me and i wanted to prove them wrong

[ That's what it all boils down to: YOUTHFUL REBELLION. ]

it's not fair when total strangers can see you, you know??

[proofofconcept]

Counterpoint: when total strangers can see you, they're not expecting anything you can't give and you just can relax knowing no one is gonna ask you to top

[cacophonish]

yeah but

[ .......... ]

fuck you're right

[proofofconcept]

Honestly my life is SO much less stressful when people don't think I can so they don't bother to ask. Try it

[cacophonish]

ok that's a good argument for it
man
you're fucking wise

[proofofconcept]

Wisdom is my dump stat but thanks

That might not be true it might be dex

or con. It's con

[cacophonish]

[ Oh no, that's a good joke, but unfortunately: ]

wait what does that have to do with taking a dump

[ Don't even get him started on 'dex' and 'con' because he doesn't know what that means!! Con... artistry? ]

[proofofconcept]

Sorry it's a stupid joke

There's a game a lot of people play where the character you're playing as gets "stats" which are basically a set of numbers saying how good they are at basic stuff. Wisdom is one of them, so are dexterity (how fast and nimble you are) and constitution (how healthy you are)

[cacophonish]

fuck that sounds hard

[ ............ ]

wait is this the one with the dice and papers?
dungeons & dragons?

[proofofconcept]

Yep same one. I think it was sort of underground in the 90s but it's more popular now

[cacophonish]

oh yeah my little brother's really into those
he's got all the books and these little figurine dudes? i never really figured out how it was supposed to work

man... it sounds like all the nerdy shit he loved got big in the future

[ Ugh, now Jeff's missing his family again. ]

[proofofconcept]

It really did! Somewhere around the late 00's, nerdy stuff became cool somehow

Not actual nerds, we still got shoved in lockers